c0uld y0uuex believe iit. ii cried.. n0t becauuse 0f the scars that hanbin left f0r miiex.. ii cried just becauuse 0f heart paiin.. in which.. i just.. suddenly justt wiish t0 cryy l0rhhx. haiisx. heart hurts. like l0ts 0f needles p0ke miiex.. 'c0z ii saw hiim in audiition, Eugene larhhx. it's like my eyes filled wiith tears. it's just.. too sudden. fiine ` i like hiim cannot mehhx. ii really wish t0 even diie. ii really want PEACE t0 myy liife.. it's m0re liike ii n0w have been sleepiing inside a dream that might wake upp any single tiime.. ii just wish that ii w0uld be the snow white liike that.. it's ending.. 0r mayybe ii c0ntinue sleep.. iit's just a flashh 0f tiime. ii bliink myy eyes. it's g0ne t0 a next year.. ii really hope that w0uld even happen t0 miiex. ii wana a p-e-a-c-e 0ff.. ii remembered what myy friend t0ld miiex when i was K1 ` p-e-a-c-e-n-o-w-a-r. stayy iin p-e-a-c-e. h0w ii wish that it is real.. ii want my friends back! whyy.. WHYY ! WHYY !! whyy am i so dumb.. ii did saw my one K1 friend in PRI 3 ! T-T WHYY DIDN'T I SHOUT OUT TO HER. WHY DIDN'T I EVEN ASK IF SHE IS 0R N0T. WHYY ! T-T [[cryiing]]
ii really felt tired t0 myy liife. ii wana end it s00n. s00n t0 even let me kn0w that i'm dead.. if Eugene k0r haven't came t0 my life ii w0uldn't be here.. ii just hate that WHY must yanliing say i like sherman/ hanbin ! NO LORHHX. even if i tell her ii like other people she still sayy miiex like sherman/hanbin ! ii tellling this! I HATE SHERMAN. he just FREAKS OFF. he really is a freak0 FCK LARHHX. [[cryy]] fiine.. ii cry baby larhhx. at lease i not because of pain then cry.. it's because of the n-o-p-e-a-c-e then cry derhhx ! II WAN A BREAK OFF ! I WAN EVEN TO REST MY HEAD. it hurts so much... fine larhhx ii like sherman as a friend also cannot mehhx.. ` fck l0rhhx. ii just don't want enemies. ii wan myy life to be p-e-a-c-e-f-u-l pleasee.. gif miiex that as a biirthday present! whyy must i even met y0uuex. if i didn't met y0uuex i w0uldn't have been like this.
if i didn't went to find y0uuex. i w0uldn't even have be friends/enemies with you.
if i didn't play audition with y0uuex. i w0uldn't even have met you or play with you.
w-h-y- m-u-s-t I p-l-a-y a-u-d-i-t-i-0-n ! ii wana quit audition SOON !!!!!!!! after holidays de few months barhhx..
but at lease i h0pe t0mm0rr0w w0uld be better :( ii d0n't want cryiings ) ( ii wan laughter)
at lease i did have a bit of fun in the afternoon..

# tRiCia :P
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-zZz_tricia- [[ audition ]]
p-e-a-c-e-n-o-w-a-r-p-l-e-a-s-e
25.10.95
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[[wanting to go to css]]
[[ get all A* for PSLE]][[impossible]]
[[ audition backup ! T_T]]
[[ likke mager ]]
[[ best frensx: Yanling hanbin sherman shadow ]]
[[ best frensx: Eugene mager <3 l0ve all ]]
[[ hate frensx: Jiexin,lawrence,meihua ]]
[[ y0uuex all sucksx ii hate y0uuex. ]]
[[ COPYRIGHTED. s0 fuck 0ff ]]
[[ hate ppl stealing my fot0 ]]
[[ i know u envy so shutup. ]]
[[ hates naggers ]]
[[ want punch me punch lah ]]
[[ hates ppl say but don't do ]]
[[ hates ppl f0rcing miiex. ]]
[[ fav. thing: plushie :X ]]
[[ fav. f00d: mum's cooking ]]






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